i am surreal. the lights look like heroin. i am delusional but aware, i can adjust my delusion to where i wish to be. i see death and i look in its eyes and smile. i look in deaths eyes and sing 'i can take or leave it if i please' i sing this and death smiles back. it lays a hand upon my cheek, almost endearing. there is a bond now, a bond will not be broken. i sigh as i gaze willingly thru its shell..there is no evil there...