I don't exist

I don't exist because:
I go out of my way to help people and instead of being grateful they keep demanding more. Then when I am finished with doing for them, they are finished with me.

I don't exist because:
When I am hurt and used and betrayed those that I thought were my true friends still laugh and play and want to hang around with the person who hurt me.

I don't exist because:
I give all my love but when I cry it goes unoticed.

I don't exist because:
Those that I trusted and I thought loved me turn their back on me when I need them the most.

I don't exist because:
No one really cares if I'm ok.

I don't exist because:
It is to much effort for anyone to really love me.

I'm glad I don't exist. If I did the pain would be to much...