The Fury Within (my rage)

i feel it stirring, trying to break free. i restrain it, holding on, screeching in pain as my nails are pulled from my bloody fingers.

bloody, beaten, angry it curses me with a rage unimagined. i recoil.. terrified even though it is my own creation.

scraping against the floor it crawls from my wound, looking around as if its eyes were those of a newborns. it pretends it doesn't recognize me, but ohh it does, it does.

huddling against the wall it stares me down. it is more stubborn than i .. and i am the first to look away.

taking its chance it expands, breaking free from its shell and explodes through the darkness destroying anything and anyone in its path.

curling up i cry, muttering, trying to call it back.. there is only one way, please.. please... turn away

Master of Disguise

I am watching you watching me. you don't know i can see, you are an artist as a master of disguise, but i know you...

i have seen you so many times, standing alone and lost in your thoughts, lost in your sadness. your open mind is where i reach you, stroking you softly and caressing your heart. your open wounds are where i place my gentle kisses. perfect in innocence, could be nothing less, could be nothing more.

i haven't a clue where you came from, but you have always been here. across the planets, across the times, i can feel you...

who helps the guardian angels? who protects them? i am determined to save you from whatever hurts. i will be underneath you waiting in case you fall. whatever it takes, i will guard you, protect you, save you..whatever it takes...

Love Letter To Death

I see you in the shadows watching me and I want to call out to you. I feel your breath on my face and I long to touch you. I dream every night of you coming to me, ready for everything I have to give you, sweeping me up in your arms in a swirl of lovely black and red and taking me home. I know you want me, I heard you whispering my name. I could be yours forever, all you have to do is come for me... I'll be waiting, always waiting.